you'll never see me cry

My laptop died,
so I changed the entire hard drive.
So now my laptop can no longer read Japanese words!

Hence,
I've moved! :)

styrofoamheart.wordpress.com

Thanks! <3

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

Have been busy with school recently.

and feeling kind of icky about
some lame issue.

IDK if I'm being sensitive or someone just seems nt there.
I don't even think she knows who she is.
ah well. forget it.


Study hard!
Exercise hard!
that's all for now.

Happy Birthday Justin!!
:D

Hope ya enjoyed your day today.
Sorry couldnt join you for dinner tonight!

Thanks for being such an awesome friend.
<3!

so tired!
omg.

supposed to nap for like half an hr, but ended slping for like one hour plus?

Done some tutorials, while watching tv.
xD

and my throat is freaking painful.

*roar*

I miss you

I love you (:

Thanks for being so awesome.


and sch starts tmr.
shiaaaaaaaaaaaat.

I'm typing this entry when my thoughts are all jumbled up and nt in place.


Sometimes, I feel that ppl are freaking insensitive.
I'm sorry if I'm not interested in topics that you are talking about.
I mean, don't keep talking about one particular topic, especially if I have not experienced what you are talking about first hand.
I mean, if you talk a little about it, it would be fine and stuff, but like conversations and conversations of it, would be just damn boring for me la.
I will try to comprehend and be interested to my best ability, but don't expect much.

Another thing,
why do ppl always not reply.
I just don't understand.

Okay, I'm going to slp like real soon.
Gotta rush my damn tutorials tomorrow morning/afternoon before going to meet the rest for the concert.
zmg, it's ONLY the first week of sch.

Sorry for the lack of updates yo.

Have been busy with school and choir.
Performance tomorrow night. :D

Update soon.

Love

I marvel at how insensitive some ppl can get.

Just came home from the boyfriend's.

I love you v. much